There is nothing like the morning sun after a hard day’s work. I walk at my own pace nowadays and have started to notice things I have never noticed before. I remember enjoying long walks alone in random directions through side-streets in the Manila Area. I remember walking around San Juan and the New Manila areas too.
Times changed a few years back as I found myself in a relationship where I lost all the things I took for granted. Now, with my new-found freedom I took my time to visit nostalgia. I went to the arcades and hacked away until my arms could no longer maintain a proper sixteen beat drum roll. I went to the friends I ended up ignoring in favor of the love of my life. (She still is by the way, but I need a lot of work) I ate the things I liked eating. I tried my hand at sculpting too. (epic fail)
Today, I look back at the last two weeks and it felt like it was more appropriate for me to be alone. Although I am lonely, I have never felt more alive. Change might have done me some good.
Life is beautiful.
I can feel what the nostalgia brings to you, but there’s always a bright side (of the darkest side) that will surely keep us standing. This is a beautiful world, remember?
Yes, the world is beautiful. I plan to see more it in the coming days.
Beauty depends upon the way you see it. If you see Life as beautiful, i believe you’re on the right track. Everything is a blessing you know. God bless.
Thanks Sai…
indeed life is beautiful…
baby steps eeky boi…
orc and i always had petty fights coz i won’t let him do the things he loves.. i have become selfish and greedy to the point na i only want him beside me… tapos dun na nagsimula ung gulo.. we almost fell apart coz of my silly attitude.. lesson learned… but communication helped a lot.. orc explained things that i don’t understand.. now i hear his thoughts and feel what he really feels, see things from his perspective and love the things that he loves though i hate it at the same time… dami ko natutunan with ur brother… sobra… pero minsan may away at tampuhan pa din.. hehhehehe
ngayon i give him a breather, his own space.. let him do things that he likes pero d sa lahat ng oras lalo na if i think it’s too much… or it won’t do any good sa kanya…
anyway, it’s nice to know you are enjoying your freedom… let’s live life to the fullest…
K A M P A I !!
Hehe Kampai!
I’m really glad that you and Orc get along better. Petty fights will always be in a relationship I guess… I would think it abnormal if there weren’t any, but I would think that it’s crazy if it goes out of hand.
Now if only she realized that as well no?
It’s like I don’t want to go back anymore… but we’ll never know. It’s my fault din for hiding the things I like doing (or rather, just not talking about it, period.)
Lesson learned. I’ll make my own fortune with my own crazy ideas.
Life is a risk.
Then again, Life is beautiful.